This is a story of a ill guy. The disease he was suffering from was a Me Too syndrome. He was week and small in comparison to the big guy he wanna be. He was constantly reminded that he doesn't worth it and should accept whatever he gets. He always felt all alone in his whole family. Maybe because his own dad disowned him and did not recognise him as his own blood. Everybody is just waiting for him to grow up and leave the house and never return back. They are trying to minimize the expenses made on him. Take everyone out of job who was supposed to look after him. Nobody ever cared or talked to him that what exactly he wanted.
But what actually he wanted? Was he like this for ever? Is he the black sheep? When he tries to find the answers for these questions he get confused. He always remembers the day when everyone told him that he is better to his big good looking charming brother. When everything was not so scary. He also remembers that he never wanted to be like his brother at first place. His was skilled in all different things. But other than his own father nobody understood this and once father disowned him he was left with disappointment and state of confusion. A confusion that was that all a lie. Has everything what was told to him was nothing but just few words and promises which were never supposed to fulfil? Now he doesn't know how to manage this situation as the future he constructed was based on the base of lies. His family seldom say that if he works hard he can be like his big bro. but he never wanted to be like his big brothers. He always thought that he was different and he believed that because of this he is better than all of them.
Now he only expect his family to just recognize him as his son. He is fighting for his own identity and is not sure that he'll be able to get that. Let us all pray that one day when he on his own, he is not ashamed to be called as son of this family. Amen.
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